Okay, I get
it.
I try to
not be self-righteous but it’s true - what I’m doing is hard. It’s not a job
everyone could do.
Because I’m
young and not used to “the finer things in life,” I am extremely low-maintenance.
But when I look at the water coming out of the faucet while I’m cooking and
it’s brown and resembles the consistency of diarrhea, and instantly this
thought comes to mind - “Damn it, can’t wash my clothes by hand yet” - it
becomes a little clearer. The Peace Corps sacrifice surfaces.
When we
give, we are more fulfilled than when we receive though, so I choose to give.
I choose a
life full of challenges rather than a breezy walk in the park. Builds
character.
Bianca was
just in my room. She’s a great muse. We were watching Planet Earth videos in
Spanish about the jungle, her favorite episode to watch, and she snuggles up to
me when we watch movies. She always ends up grabbing my hands and playing with
them too. I think to myself, “One day Bianca will remember this and she will
smile. She’ll feel like the coolest kid on the block because of our special
bond. Her confidence just might lead her to make those tough decisions that
will take her life in the right direction, and it all came from a little
well-seeded confidence.” This isn’t coming from an egotistical viewpoint. Most
children where I live don’t get these type of memories. Her smile years from
now matters to me.
This is why
I’m a volunteer.
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