Sunday, October 13, 2013

My Declaration of Being


I am no one special. I am a part of, not the. The world does not revolve around me. I’m a ball of love, moving in, out, through people. There are many others like me. We are more alike than we all think. All wanting love, funny memories, happiness. I vow to help others achieve this. We are family. I have many brothers and sisters, from Peru to California to Colorado per Italia. I am at home wherever they are. I have many things to be grateful about and I should show it. There is nowhere else I’d rather be. I may never know where I’m going, but at least I’m going. I trust the direction to people I love, who guide and strengthen me on the days I can’t see or walk. I am, I accept who I am, and I will keep being, sailing my life seven seas with understanding and hope.




Friday, October 11, 2013

Extraordinary days


Today was not like every other day, like most of my Peace Corps days are.


I started sleeping with the fan on all night. Summer is coming back and with a vengeance. So many mosquito bites already. The early morning sweating will usually wake up a volunteer at 6am because we usually live in houses that make good ovens but I’m adamant about my sleep and slept/kept my eyes closed until 7am.

Strapped on the Teva’s, t-shirt and shorts. Inhaled my coffee, cereal and yummy egg and platano breakfast my host mom always makes me and rushed to school. Walked with the herd of late kids. Helped teach a couple science classes. One turned out to be me showing pictures of the flora and fauna/biodiversity of Peru, since I’ve gotten the chance to travel now to the three regions: coast, sierra and jungle (“costa, sierra y selva”). All the kids loved the jungle photos, mainly because there’s one with an anaconda on me and I am about to burst into tears.


This is the silliest thing I could be doing but I have a choir of middle schoolers here. We’re going to do a Christmas show for the parents, help unite the community a bit. Today we practiced “Silent Night.” They really like to sing the high parts, nice and loud. I have little control over them but I kinda like them that way. It’ll make for a good show.


Lunch time arrived finally. I am always so hungry at this hour. I attempted to make beans for the first time - frijoles ballo, my favorite. Left them overnight in a bowl of water and everything. I ate them, mixed some onion and garlic and didn’t get sick, so that’s a win in my book.


After lunch I prepared for my Pasos Adelante class and drew a bunch of “papelotes”/informative posters because our projector broke…loving the extra work. NOT. There are sweat marks on the posters from where I’m DRIPPING. Anyways today we were talking about HIV/AIDS. We did a lot of fun activities and it makes me feel good when the kids are having fun and learning at the same time. Helson always tells me how much he loves the class. He’s the only one that comes early and helps me set up the class, but that’s better than nothing. The other kids are smart cookies and like to participate as well and that’s all I can ask for. Two of my Pasos students and I are going to Pasos camp on Zorritos beach this weekend. I can’t wait for them to have this experience! Everyone always loves camp!


As the sun was going down, I sat in the hammock to write my friend back home, Sarah, a letter. I ended up being called into the neighbors house to play that board game Candyland that the lacrosse coach at my university so kindly mailed me. Ended up talking with the parents for hours, and am finally calling it a night.


Feeling fulfilled.


I am making very little big change, but I am doing something. And I thought to myself, is it worth it to stay for two years if I maybe change two lives by the end of my service? Well, it’s really hard to change a life. I don’t know if you know. So in my opinion, yes, it’s worth it. Also, even if I tried and failed, how many other people can say they’ve REALLY tried to change a life?


Feeling comfort.


My life is good.


Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Going to the zoo and animal reserves in Iquitos!

i can die happy! those are baby manatee's!! did you know they live in the amazon too?











i was a little obsessed with the capry bara...

the zoo grounds had a beach too




becca, one of the funniest people i've ever met


jeannie, our mamacitas feroces team captain!






Alicia, a kindred spirit



 

sloth's eat hallucinogenic leaves, which is why they move slow. they're always high! funniest fun fact ever! they're also half deaf, and half blind!

that would be a "prehistoric turtle"...scary looking, the pointy part is his nose, his eyes are kinda glowing



mom, when you see this, please don't be mad

anaconda's aren't my thing


Alicia and kallan!




our guides for the day, such good people

The Great Amazon Raft Race

Not only did I get to stay with a family that lives in the jungle but I got to do the Great Amazon Raft Race. I think that's crazy! I am so lucky to have participated in that race. It's a Guinness World Record Race too - longest raft race in the world. It brought me to a mental craze, literally on the brink of throwing my paddle in the river and quiting, yelling out things like, "Should've never done this, this was a poor decisión, I've never even done anything like this, MY MOM WAS RIGHT." But we survived, and not just that...my team, the MAMACITAS FEROCES (fierce mamacitas), won SECOND in the all-women category! Only 15 minutes from the first team. Our raft was half-sinking, we were constantly wet, smelly, laughing about something silly Becca was saying, and in a daze from the super strong sun. We camped out in the jungle after each day, barely able to sleep because of the good ol' mosquitos and just being too damn sore and sunburnt. It was HARD...but you know what? I'd do it again!

my team, mamacitas feroces



arriving to the camp grounds





our materials to build, balsa logs


las mamacitas feroces, the crowd favorite!!

my funny girl, becca



after the first night of rowing, jeannie giving my sore shoulders a massage



in peru, they always find a way to dance


things getting weird!

our next camp ground was a school



so sore and sunburnt and not happy but trying to be











finally - THE FINISH LINE!!


trophy for second place!!





huge peace corps group that did the race!